Ok! I can't stand it already.After my maid got sacked, i thought my life would be better without her sickening face everywhere but instead a new nightmare has just begun.My grandmother and me do every single work in the house and what does my sister do?She just sweeps the house or cleans the room.But today really blew me off!My granny said that since she is a small girl and all i should take over her work!Now all the pressure on me!Ahr!Not much time for me to do what I like and the worst part is that i have to give in to her for everything.For example, usually, my whole family knows that my favourite piece of chicken is the drumlet and i wouldnt eat chicken if there was no drumlet!Knowing that, she purposely took my piece and started nagging and arguing....I got so irritated!And another thing made me totally mad!okay, get this. My mom was having a bath then she asked me to bring her handphone to her, out of curiosity I just asked "you taking you phone to the toilet?"...I asked that coz i thought that it was wierd for someone to be taking a phone to the toilet(hmph...i mean...wont it get wet?).....then she shouted "Why you asking a lot of questions? You are more worse than my mother!"....Then I became histerical....all angry like what like that!Trying to relax, I replied " I don't want to argue, cause you will scold me more and more only!" but in a hushed voice.Ahr! I cant take it....then there was another thing that happened in the morning, My uncle just bought a o2 handphone and it was pretty cheap...just $298 for a part handphone and computer....with windows vista somemore!Then l like asked my mom whether i could sell my phone and buy that awsome phone!Then my grandmother said"If you want than can, but confront your father first"...I hated talking to my father...then for once in my life, i changed my mind to talk to him and buy the phone...but no! My mom had to say that if you buy ,you cant bring it to school.Luckily my granny came in and said" its just a facilty not a privilage". But that had put me down at mothers attitude and i decided to just stay with my phone and ask for nothing more.Just be grateful that i am alive!Then another thing....this whole holiday ive been asked to do studies, chores, wrapping of books, religious studies and other tortures things you could think of.Then it was prayer time ( Maghrib to be exact), My granny started saying"Have you finished memorising the 6 surahs(its like a prayer thingy)....Then I was like"I memorise last time oredy but becoz of exams i memorise too many things then i forgot my surahs..."Then my sister lyk totally barged in!"Shahidah you hafal(memorise) all your surahs already?" asked my granny."ahr. I think i memorised lyk 4 or 5 but i still have to perfect them..." Then my granny said while looking at me"Oh really ahr....good good" Then I became so crazy!I mean...she's only primary 4 and she has loads of free time.But then I am in sec1 , we have geog , history, science, home ec, literature and loads more to memorise.And come to think of it...1 of those surahs are like 16 sentences long...and also in arabic.Now you guys know how much i suffer.I just stared at my carpet and couted all the white dots.....the only ways to destress then.Ahr......I think today is the worse day ever!