Sunday, August 17, 2008
Holy SHITT!!!
1:53 PM
I'm Falling, falling down below,
Tell me, just tell me how i dropped this low.
Okaes dang...just felt that i had to vent my anger on a mini poem fer awhile.
Ahr gawd...how did i drop from 19/25 to 13/25 all of a sudden.
For goodness sake, Ser min got higher than me...and im on the same level as Nicole.
Part of me is thinking positive, the other, well, it has long gone left me with negative intriguing remarks.
Positive:
-Life has ups and downs.
-Rmb Sec 1...from 23 in class to 3rd in class
-Failure is a stepping stone to success
-Put more effort in your studies
-Although ms eleora ain't that good as Mdm Rozi, strive on and learn on your own
-Sacrifice pleasures and you'll gain a whole lot more!
Okaes listing those things made me feel a whole lot better. But seriously...i wonder what's gonna happen to my geog...ms eleora said got 24 people fail in class. I mean...she dunnoe how to teach la...ahr this is the part where i say: MDM ROZI WHERE ARE YOU?! DON'T LEAVE....
No point regretting.Guess i'll have to strive on.
As im typing now, please take note that im fasting whilst having a terricle running nose and sore throat with a slight tinge of fever.
Haiz...thinking about my exam marks massacres me. What about my English?! Im a gone case for sure. Curse this ms claudia fer not teaching us in a proper method! I mean...she gives us work to do and never bothers to mark it. Mind you the work she gives us is like 2 compre per week, 1 compo per 2 days and other misc. items.I still remember the time when Hong Hao and loads of other people never hand in their work then she saed that we only do one work and pass up to her...but then she has to mark all forty of our work. Then she started talking about commitment bla bla BS.
This was what was going on in my head:
What do you mean by marking all forty of our papers? You don't even bother to mark a single person's work when all you ask is for our partners to mark each others work. And you say, that we are only given an assignment, well look again. You even started out a new routine of us making our own worksheets and passing to the rest of our classmates. That's just crap. If you're lazy just say it. For pete's sake, we're making our own papers and marking them on our own...aren't we doing your job?! Shouldn't we get your pay? Where is YOUR commitment? Go on with your 2/3 and bring them up as you wish, we don't need scumbags like you here, ruining our future and wasting our time. Mrs Rajakumar is of way higher standard of you. To discriminate us like this in class, why don;t you look at the mirror first before judging others in front of you.
Haiz...that was everything in my head but never will i say it out loud until the time comes. I think she was very pissed of at me at the time i quit ELDDS. She even looks at me weirdly nowadaes...we never make that much of an eye contact and never talk about each other in particular...phew! So what happened in this past few days, you may ask ,that got me flaring at her with rage. During Literature lesson she annouced of a poem reading competition and that we were competing against the "mighty" 2/4 . Then everyone was like "shakinah", "sharkie-potatie". Her immediate reaction was no, not her, not only her...she might have not noticed that ive heard that since my head was down all the while .
Lolzz...okaes i think thats enough...i just needed to vent my anger!
As of now, ive cut on my DC intake...since exams are coming.
Tell me, just tell me how i dropped this low.
Okaes dang...just felt that i had to vent my anger on a mini poem fer awhile.
Ahr gawd...how did i drop from 19/25 to 13/25 all of a sudden.
For goodness sake, Ser min got higher than me...and im on the same level as Nicole.
Part of me is thinking positive, the other, well, it has long gone left me with negative intriguing remarks.
Positive:
-Life has ups and downs.
-Rmb Sec 1...from 23 in class to 3rd in class
-Failure is a stepping stone to success
-Put more effort in your studies
-Although ms eleora ain't that good as Mdm Rozi, strive on and learn on your own
-Sacrifice pleasures and you'll gain a whole lot more!
Okaes listing those things made me feel a whole lot better. But seriously...i wonder what's gonna happen to my geog...ms eleora said got 24 people fail in class. I mean...she dunnoe how to teach la...ahr this is the part where i say: MDM ROZI WHERE ARE YOU?! DON'T LEAVE....
No point regretting.Guess i'll have to strive on.
As im typing now, please take note that im fasting whilst having a terricle running nose and sore throat with a slight tinge of fever.
Haiz...thinking about my exam marks massacres me. What about my English?! Im a gone case for sure. Curse this ms claudia fer not teaching us in a proper method! I mean...she gives us work to do and never bothers to mark it. Mind you the work she gives us is like 2 compre per week, 1 compo per 2 days and other misc. items.I still remember the time when Hong Hao and loads of other people never hand in their work then she saed that we only do one work and pass up to her...but then she has to mark all forty of our work. Then she started talking about commitment bla bla BS.
This was what was going on in my head:
What do you mean by marking all forty of our papers? You don't even bother to mark a single person's work when all you ask is for our partners to mark each others work. And you say, that we are only given an assignment, well look again. You even started out a new routine of us making our own worksheets and passing to the rest of our classmates. That's just crap. If you're lazy just say it. For pete's sake, we're making our own papers and marking them on our own...aren't we doing your job?! Shouldn't we get your pay? Where is YOUR commitment? Go on with your 2/3 and bring them up as you wish, we don't need scumbags like you here, ruining our future and wasting our time. Mrs Rajakumar is of way higher standard of you. To discriminate us like this in class, why don;t you look at the mirror first before judging others in front of you.
Haiz...that was everything in my head but never will i say it out loud until the time comes. I think she was very pissed of at me at the time i quit ELDDS. She even looks at me weirdly nowadaes...we never make that much of an eye contact and never talk about each other in particular...phew! So what happened in this past few days, you may ask ,that got me flaring at her with rage. During Literature lesson she annouced of a poem reading competition and that we were competing against the "mighty" 2/4 . Then everyone was like "shakinah", "sharkie-potatie". Her immediate reaction was no, not her, not only her...she might have not noticed that ive heard that since my head was down all the while .
Lolzz...okaes i think thats enough...i just needed to vent my anger!
As of now, ive cut on my DC intake...since exams are coming.
