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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
After op!
6:18 PM
Yesterdae was a big day for my lil sis.
She had her tongue operation and it was succesful!
Congrats to her!

Anyways more to me.
I saw my P6 doctor lols.
Strange.
The last time i saw him was when i was waiting for my psle results and that i couldn't do my science paper cause i was in hospital.
but now im going to the science stream!
What a difference 2 yrs can make!

Yep.
So todae had a big discussion with a few peeps on the upcoming class gathering.
Big planning and organisational stuff.
Wadever happened to Mdm Rozi's Chalet thing that she promised.
Promises Schromises.
It's time to take it in our own hands.

Ahhax.
Got freakin stomach cramp.
Got DinaSOUR in my stomach lols.
gt flavor one.
Was chatting with Fidah.
Ferst time chattin with her.
Fun.

Been Dashing alot lately though it doesnt feel like the way it used to.
The time Fareeza and me used to fight for Dave.
Haiz.
I miss Fareeza.
Eeeee so weird to say that.

And yea.
Been submitting alot of Songs lately.
Heres two.
First one based on my success of getting to 3/5:

All I ever wanted

I was nothing special, nothing from the ordinary,
All my hopes and dreams were just things meant to be,
They never ever happened, they never came to reality,
They were something i just looked forward to, something i wanna see

This happened and that happened, just one after another,
My average old life soon turned to disaster,
I look up for some hope, i look up for some light,
I try to fight the darkness of the night, i try to fight

I knew (ohoh..), that everything's against me,
I knew (ohoh...), for me to win was just a small possibility,
This problem was something too big for me to settle,
I know (oh yes, iiii know,) I'm fighting a losing battle

I gathered my courage up, all once again,
I know this is stupid, to suffer through pain without any gain,
But i'll do (oooo), anything for my life to be like before,
Something happened to me, my life had opened a brand new door....

(ohhh)Oh so suddenly, I rised up and touched the sky,
Oh so suddenly, there was nothing too impossible, nothing too high,
I'm a brand new leaf, ready to start anew,
And i keep saying to myself (OVER n OVER again), This ain't a dream, this is true...

All i ever wanted, is right here infront of me,
All i ever wanted, nothing limited, all set free,
All i ever wanted, is all i got from my inner fight,
All i ever wanted, i got with all my might....

Oh oh...I got everything here,
nothing to fear,
Oh oh...ohoh..
I couldn't believe its happening now,
I don't want this to end, but i just wanna ask how,
At last i got here,
Just at the spot i wanna be, nothing too far or just near
....Oh oh.....
All i ever wanted, is right here infront of me,
All i ever wanted, nothing limited, all set free,
All i ever wanted, is all i got from my inner fight,
All i ever wanted, i got with all my might....

Second one [[From my current happenings]]:

Time capsule

Tick tock Tick Tock,
Time is runnin' fast on the clock,
Tick Tock tick Tock,
There's no more time, and now we'll rock!

(So come on!)

[Chorus]
Everythin's moving fast all around,
It's all silent, I scream but i don't make a sound,
It's all sliding past me,
I'm left out from all that's about to be

Why is everything changing so fast,
Why I am i the only one stuck in the past,
Slowly, the past is turning to dust,
Now i'm struggling to make every moment last
[End of Chorus]

Everything and everyone is changing so much,
I'm lost and scared and i'm losing touch,
It's all mixed up in an endless fusion,
I'm freakin out, trying my best to beat this confusion

Help me! From what i'm turning to,
All Help i need is only from you,
Rescue me from time and future,
Cuz all i want to see is you right here

I don't ever want to let go,
I want everything to stop and slow,
I want to live in a memory,
I want to have freedom on where i want to be ( I WANT TO BE FREE)

[Chorus]